All that I at any point had, all that I at any point was, all that I at any point will be is yours." At that exact second, the change inside started to occur. "We have likewise an all the more certain expression of prediction; whereunto ye do well that ye notice, as unto a light that shineth in a dull spot, until the day break, and the day star emerge in your souls." – 2 Peter 1:19. A man of sorrows "For he hath said, I won't ever leave you, nor spurn you." – Hebrews 13:5. As I had lost everything relating to the tissue, it was likewise an ideal opportunity to start to relinquish everything relating to self. Jesus lets us know this, "He that forsaketh not ALL that he hath, can't be my follower." My life, what I lost, what I was relinquishing, is an appearance of this head of the Gospel of Jesus Christ. I was at the absolute starting point of my arrangement. I was at the absolute starting point of becoming as a youngster as the Scriptures says. Nothing in this world sounded good to me any longer. "As I might suspect, I don't know anything. As I KNOW, I comprehend. I genuinely needed to become as a kid and relinquished all that I thought I knew, of all that this world showed me, my comprehension of strict chiefs, of the entirety of my schooling, and of my viewpoints as a whole. In doing as such, as I had referenced towards the start of this post, I was directed to a sibling who had information and comprehension in specific Gospel standards and was showing the Bible such that I had never seen. He was separating the first Hebrew and Greek dialects and developing their implications and definitions. He shared who we as a whole were, the place where we as a whole came from, why we all were here, and what it was that we as a whole did to the Lord God by being the Prodigal Son's. However, every one of his lessons weren't totally right. Maybe he missed the Book of Romans, and never perused the Book of Hebrews. He was telling individuals to live under the Law. However, one thing continued to reverberate inside my heart, to the substance of my very being. "This isn't it. This isn't the way." So I generally missed the mark. I was constantly baffled. I never enjoyed that harmony inside me that the Holy Scriptures talk about.